天使之城1998

玛姬瘫倒在马路上，

周围是塔皓湖如仙境一样的风光。

塞斯在泪水中与她告别，

第一次知道人类为什么会流泪。

“上帝知道我们不能在一起，为什么还要我们相遇呢？”

幸福短暂到让人措手不及，

得到的回答只是一句，这，就是生活。

有时候不顾一切地追寻，

只是为了等待失去。

爱情，多少悲剧假你之名。

Love, like the pears.
sweet, juicy，soft on your tongue .Grainy……like sugary sand that dissolves in your mouth.
It is perfect.
Seth give up his existence as he knows it, he give up the music on the sunrise, he give up eternity and become human, just for love.
Although she dead ,they don`t become forever, while it is magic.
For the touching……

I would wonder to have one breath of hair, one kiss of her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it. one
Facing the ocean, he laughes, he laughes, they laughes.
Yes ,for the touching……

We know one day we will be dying ,
We know it is life,
Just bitter and sweet,
Just dramatic and magic,
Just because we can feel it ,
Never change even with the forever.

I just want to be myself,
I just want to be together with you .
This afternoon , I just said I was escaping from the love.

No, god tell me it is wrong, immediately.
Yes, I knew.

Learn from it.
Love the life.
Life is just what happened .

我一直在问自己，什么是爱。看过了太多的定义和周围人的诠释，我还是顽固的坚持着，爱，是一种感觉。
四目相对，从对方眼中看到的就是满足；指尖轻触，全身都是痒痒的。我爱着那种感觉，爱你的感觉。喜欢你的手轻抚过我的肩膀，喜欢你的唇吻轻吻我的脖颈。喜欢两个人赤身抱在一起，紧紧相拥，感受皮肤的温柔。
我爱着你，爱着爱你的感觉，我贪婪的呼吸着你呼吸过的空气，我迷恋着每一件你迷恋的东西。你的每一滴眼泪都落在我的眼里，我的心痛伴随着你的啜泣。
纵使时间流逝，我也不会担心年华老去，请温柔的爱着我，如同我温柔的爱着你。
我爱那种感觉，只对你有的那种感觉。
爱，只是一种感觉，不是面包，不是钻戒，是我爱你的感觉。
 
如果你是一个天使，是否愿意为我坠落凡间？

I don't know what feeling is.

I don't know what touch is,

I don't know how the pear tastes,

I don't know the pain ,the hunger,the sadness,even the love...

But I'm alive as an angel to help the people who are going to die...

Until I saw your firm blue eyes staring at me carrying something called

faith.

I suddenly felt that I woule be never alive unless to feel you.

Your hair,your skin, your hands and your heart...

So I decide to give up my enternal life to fall from the sky to fall in love with you.

When I woke up,I saw the red blood and smiled...

Even if nobody understood me , I still don't regret what I have done.

I became you,I came to you, came to my own rescue to be a real man to live a real life.

All this because I love you, I want to feel you ,feel my love...

No matter what the end is ,no matter whether you love me ,no matter one day I will see you off or I will die...

I still want to be with you,because I know we belong together and we are soulmate.

Maybe is the punishment from the god,you love me and leave me,

I finally knew what the real love is and what a living life is...

All I could do is to beg them the one I used to be not to take you from me...

I can't see them as you can't see me before,but I can feel them as I am longing to feel you.

In the moring as I used to be, with all the angel friends around me,they are listening to the music played from the heaven of the god which I can't hear from now on...

But my feet are immersed in the sea to feel the wave just like the hard time without you...

I plunged into the water to feel the existence

Living for feeling...

 

 

Then a song :

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance,
for a break that would make it okay.
There's always one reason to feel not good enough,
and it's hard at the end of the day.
I need some distraction oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
some comfort here

 

 

希伯来书1章14节：天使岂不都是服役的灵,奉差遣为那将要承受救恩的人效力吗?

可以说，在影片前二十分钟我的心被抓住了，完全陷入在Meg Ryan那种心情当中。因为我刚刚体验过看见自己亲人悲泣的离去，自己却毫无能力。Meg Ryan也被这种无力感所压住，以至于怀疑自己一直胜任的工作。在命运之神面前，我们能做什么呢...

如同Meg Ryan在Nicolas Cage的安慰下恢复心情一样，我的心情也随之恢复过来。结果趋向完美理性的大脑又在飞快挑剔影片种种不合理之处，甚至是情节。停，人来扮演的天使本来就不合逻辑，我又何必在此钻牛角间呢，何不欣赏影片中种种巧妙之处。

一位老师说过，天使按照工作可大致分成三类：第一类是敬拜的天使，譬如路西弗，他全然美丽，却从天上坠落；第二类是传讯息的天使，譬如加百列；第三类是争战的天使，譬如天使长米迦勒。按Nicolas Cage自己所说，他是个信使。可惜不像加百列报的是喜讯，他却是来带走离开世界的人。

Nicolas Cage陷入爱情，他却没办法体会人类的感觉，触摸、颜色、香味... 我没法体会天使的感觉，因为我只是个人。但是回想生活中平平淡淡的举动，却不禁感恩，为何我们竟然拥有天使都没有的身体和感觉？

手指轻轻在皮肤上滑动时，感觉到一丝痒意；洗衣服时把手插入水中，何等清凉的感觉；拥抱朋友时，感到对方身体的温暖；咀嚼美味食物时，这是何等的满足..... 生活中原来有这么多美好的细节等着我们去捕捉。

触摸，何等美妙的感觉，感谢上帝。

天使，曾经停留
无聊的时候总喜欢看看曾经看过的经典电影
今天温习的是天使之城，真的很好
喜欢凯奇，很忧郁，很专著，眼睛深邃，仿佛有着千言万语，望不到边。
电影中很多地方让人深刻

天使迷茫的望着女医生，碰触是什么感觉，美好吗，真实吗，眼中无限的孤独，渴求。

梨子的味道是酸酸的带点甜，多汁的，在舌尖的触感很好

夜晚降临，女医生在屋中徘徊着，在祈祷或者只是在默念着，思念如水，那一刻，感触着，感受着，聆听着。

孤独的天使站在高高的天台上，下面车水马龙，繁华似锦。张开双臂，毅然的跳落，什么都可以放弃，割舍，那样的坚决，执着，义无返顾。虽然浑身狼狈，疼痛，但是眼神高兴的象个孩子，笑容满面，手舞足蹈，心是那样的愉悦。

第一次嗅到花香。看到颜色。第一次呼吸。第一次品尝梨子的滋；第一次感受疼痛。伤心，第一次那样的全心的爱着她，守护着她。

天使终于降落凡间。而女医生却又车祸不幸身亡。对不起，我把一起都搞砸了。
如果你早知道结局，还是否会来？会的，可以闻到她的发香。可以拥抱，体会，可以触摸就已足够。
没有碰触，感触 感受 感觉，永生又有何用

曾经看过这样一本书，女孩是一很有画画天分的画家，才华横溢，可是惟独想象不出天堂的样子。老教授气急败坏的吼着，用心，用心去看，去体会。
后来女孩恋爱了。可是病魔缠身，在思念的时候女孩总是画着男孩的脸庞。一张一张，用心至极，那一刻，天堂已不远。
再后来女孩病故，男孩子终身未娶。几千张男孩的素描散落一地，天堂已置身其中。


某个时刻，天使曾经停留，在某个角落，可能遗忘或者不曾发现，默默注视，错过，就难再寻
某个瞬间，仿佛置身天堂，只是感觉可能转瞬即失，再遇难求
有时候，期待着流星，即使只是划过。但是，掠过，燃烧的瞬间，照亮天际
Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there

so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here